When the Placebos don't work
Sometimes, the most you want to reach the light, the further it gets
The longest you strive your arms to them, the distant they move away
The highest you want to climb, the deeper you fall, in an ashtray like a cigarette
The most you want to be included in life, the most you feel rejected in every single way
There are things that words cannot describe, there are feelings which refuse to be materialized
Things you cannot see, but you feel bitterly because it lives in you, it's consumming you
You feel a windy storm in you, and you look around you; the sun is shining as if it never rised
Myriad of questions are haunting your mind; you wonder why it happens only to you
Your silence remains a mysterious enigma that no one can solve but you
Even though the black pages in your book can be torn, it won't free you
Grugde, love, anger, empathy, hate, and passion become united in only one feeling
They tell you you are lost, but you just can't find the meaning of your being
You don't know where you belong, and you wonder what are you doing here
They are looking down on you, and you pretend that you don't even care
Frozen are your reactions, and you don't care about what's going on outside your sphere
You're collinding with your nagging toughts, and they are all having fun out there
You just don't understand yourself, you become your own worst enemy
You realize that you are not done to live with them, they are such an army
You feel something you can't explain, something you heart has stroke
When you don't know where it hurts...then the placebo can't work
By: Xevlyn
