Lethal Lethargy

Lethal Lethargy

Lethal Lethargy

Languidness, nonchalance is guiding me, I still can't find my way
A blind leading a blind...this is the way the spiral turns around
Sleeping awake, my thoughts are roaming again, but i think I'm okay
Don't care about anything, my soul's still screaming with no sound

Don't want to see, don't want to feel, I just want to breath
Sleeping in the endless rough illusion, waiting for my awakening
No need for necromancy to talk to me, don't join me in death
May be it's my nemesis that I can't avoid, just keep running

Sloth steps, eyes closed, in a non-defined sphere, my mind is on a trip
Giving non-sequitur answers, fake smiles, and a hidden hate
Losing control, losing reference, and starting to lose my grip
Stuck inside a synthesis of ideas colliding with my fate

Living in a lethal lethargy, is there a way so I can wake?
Living in a lethal lethargy, is there a reason for me to stay?
Living in a lethal lethargy, was it my chance that i didn't take?
Living in a lethal lethargy, questions are Dead Ends in my way...

My subconscious mind is lost again inside a deep unclear haze
The Leviathan keeps swimming in my veins, I'm so faint to kill it
But I don't mind anyway, I've killed in return, the past I couldn't erase
Senseless and cold, i've become. My passion? I've just lost it...

03:12 18/05/2007

By: Xevlyn
[ Ajouter un commentaire ] [ Aucun commentaire ]

# Posté le samedi 18 août 2007 20:35

Modifié le dimanche 19 août 2007 18:39

Behind The Mask Of Lies

Behind The Mask Of Lies
Behind The Mask Of Lies

I've been hiding myself for so long behind a mask of lies
Hiding the real me behind senseless, cold fake smiles
But no one knows what lies behind this mask unless me
This smile is all you can see, all you can know about me

You only see the superficial fake hollow happiness
But there's so much more behind it, so much more
There it lies the harmful hidden side that you all ignore
Why should I waste time explaining when everybody is careless?

The hidden side is shouting, yelling and crying behind this mask of lies
But when everybody is careless, they're in vain , its cries
So the mask keeps its strengh and power so long
They were wrong when they told me that the truth is always that strong

But i'll keep on hiding myself behind this mask of lies
I'll hide the real me behind senseless, cold fake smiles
But no one will ever know what lies behind unless me
This smile is all you will see, all you will know about me...

...And why should I waste time explaing when everybody is careless...



By : Xevlyn

February, 20, 2007
[ Ajouter un commentaire ] [ 1 commentaire ]

# Posté le samedi 18 août 2007 19:54

Modifié le dimanche 19 août 2007 17:48

Inner Sanctum

Inner Sanctum

Inner Sanctum

In a dark mystic desert place, where someday you may alight
You'll feel an awful bitterness, and see the dark side of light
It seems isolated from the world, its melancoly will bring no delight

There's bloody stains and deep wounds that are just too much real
The stains can get washed, but the wounds will never ever heal
These are the stamps in my heart of every hurting word i couldn't deal

If you have sharp ears, you can hear there a beautiful harmony of silence
A silence full of screams left unheard, full of tears been restrained with violence
This long eternal silence is seeking for its revolution, it loses its patience

You can see a forced fake smile, it's the little grain of hope to life that remains
It's the little grain of hope i defend, and try to make it wider before it drains
They have always told me for so long that the sun shines after it rains

You'll see strange obscene things, you'll be shocked, frightened, but don't scream
Not even a cascade of tears will ease your pain, so don't let your tears stream
Don't search for an explanation, you're not in a nightmare, nor in a dream

it's not an absurd farytale i hide in, it's the hidden truth, and my only opium
Just keep breathing, even though your happiness may turn to odium
You don't have to be afraid, it's safe here... welcome to my inner sactum



01:08 30/01/2007

By : Xevlyn
[ Ajouter un commentaire ] [ Aucun commentaire ]

# Posté le samedi 18 août 2007 19:48

Deliverance Act

Deliverance Act
Deliverance Act

A deep long silence deafens the atmosphere
She is mentally travelling to another shpere
Staring into darkness with her absent mind
If you saw her, you would think she is blind

But she is seeing more than the visible things
Now that her innervisions are no more hollow
She is a victim of what her cruel life brings
She is drowning in her deep endless sorrow

She's still roaming in her own dreams thinking
About the little happy girl that she used to be
Which was what everybody wanted her to be
This memory made in her face a tear sinking

This happy little girl does not exist anymore
She's gone and left behind her another person
A person full of despair, whose mind is sore
That wishes to be delivered by Charles Manson

She wants to wake up from this endless nightmare
So many cursed successive sleepless nights she spends
Regretting her past, and everything she didn't dare
And fearing the future,..so the nightmare never ends

She spent so much time dreaming without sleeping
And sleeping while walking in the street sensless
Everywhere she went, she found there her absence
Too lost to be saved, she's nowhere but nothingness

She's a prisoner of her bitter pessimism and sadness
In an absurd world where she didn't find her place
She really wants to live in a perfect world, harmless
It's not the case, and here she is falling from grace

It's impossible, but she's still searching for this world
unreal will it be or real, it's the same damn thing for her
She's so fragile, and this world is just too cruel for her
She finds it unfair to be always unlucky and unheard

She's asking herself a lot of questions which have no answer
and she already knows it, this dilemma's driving her insane
She has some troubles with herself, that makes her suffer
After all of her painful metamorphosis, now she's still sane

She is right here next to you but she's nor alive nor dead
And she's still stuck somewhere between life and death
It's her inner sanctum, it took her a long time to thread
Her way on to life. she just want to have her last breath

She's sitting in her corner, with a knife in her shaking hand
She's been staring into it for a long time, she still hesitate
But she doesn't want to think very much, she's on a lost land
She just want to act now, there's no time for her to waste

She is losing her grip tonight, breaking up her long silence
There's a crimson blood on the floor, that's her revolution
And that's her blood which is flowing, she lost her patience
This is the end it's all over now, she found the great solution

For the first time she smiles...but this time it's not a fake one
She finally found the damn happiness she's been searching
Now she feels delivered from her sad life, oh yeah she won
No time to say goodbye,... in her own blood she's drowning...

(*) Charles Manson : A Famous serial killer that've been in the past

By : Xevlyn
02:53 26/01/2007
[ Ajouter un commentaire ] [ Aucun commentaire ]

# Posté le samedi 18 août 2007 19:34

Modifié le samedi 18 août 2007 20:49

Broken Wings

Broken Wings
Broken Wings


I'm like a bird with broken wings
That wants to fly like others of his kind
But when he can't, it really stings
To be the odd one out left behind

Everytime i fall down trying to fly
Wishing to be high and to touch the sky
But here i am lying down on the ground
Seeing others flying as i'm fucking around

I'll never give up trying to fly
Even though i fall down again
I won't lose hope, it's not in vain
I know someday i'll rise so high

Here i am passing high clouds now
This is my time of glory that swings
I knew that i will pass them somehow
And that's what i did...with my broken wings




By : Xevlyn

January, 5, 2007
[ Ajouter un commentaire ] [ Aucun commentaire ]

# Posté le samedi 18 août 2007 19:20

Modifié le samedi 18 août 2007 20:54